and hear me out.
Sunday, November 14, 2010 / 11:17 PM
sometimes i wonder why i did some things. sometimes i wonder if its worth it. then i think about what he said before. it seems logical, now. Stab my heart, no? i think its hurt enough, though (: don't worry, its not caused my him. its caused by the very person i trusted most. [sighh] its okay, really. im not like mad or anything, just amazed. why im writing this? caused a friend once told me never to bottle myself up. does Jigoku Shoujo work? i wanna try it out. i dont mind going to hell, really. at least i would live the rest of my life happy.
i hope she&she would forgive me. you always have fun together, no? 4 of us, make that 3 of you have soo much fun without me. (: big lies, small lies, all still lies, rite?<>
Sigh, after grad day i dun see you anymore. im sooo glad(:
G.angel <3>